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Lasix morphine nebulizer, that was how we went home on Friday. Driving off into the beautiful sunset with our car packed with every item from Gracie's life, Gracie in the backseat, Matt reading a letter from her birthmom, music that I remember playing was a Shane and Shane song, "we love you Jesus, for so many reasons...". I kept thinking about how deep God's grace is to us. To say it was amazing would be unjust, words can't express. Our time of waiting for our daughter was finally over. It was a beautiful moment. I basked in it I knew that life here in this world wouldn't stay peaceful and beautiful forever. It is beautiful but messy. We came home and had a celebration with my parents, played Jaimes' new harmonica, and had some Sara Lee Cheesecake.
It was a great weekend, lasix not working, a dear friend stopped by and had lunch with us on Saturday and then we had dinner at Logan's with my parents as another celebration. Sunday was also good for everyone at homegroup to meet Gracie. At first she wasn't sure about everyone but was very excited to see another little one, 3 mth old, Wyatt.
Monday was a different story. A hard day. My first day flying solo. I think I came down with something yesterday. My sin was shown in everything I did. Gracie is grieving her fostermom and is a total daddy's girl. Jaimes was acting out. It made me so sad to see her want to hug Gracie but not recipricated. Just life happening. Things that need to be worked out, Albumin followed by lasix, transition period taking place, a new schedule to figure out, grace needed but not felt. I know I need to be easy on myself, this is just my way of being honest with me and you.
Today is Tuesday and even though I don't feel good it's a better day than yesterday. Both girls are taking a nap, the rain is still coming down, lasix close forrest city ar, I have some Kristin time, the cool air is refreshing to feel today.
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I’m sorry to hear you aren’t feeling well!
I can’t really speak to the exact transition you are going through, but I know how hard going from 1 to 2 was around here. And one of mine was an infant…therefore oblivious. So, I can only imagine the difficulty when both know what is going on!
Hang in there…I’m sure in no time things will be going very smoothly…you’ll be feeling better…and the sun will be shining!
God’s grace to you all!
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Oh, sister, you are so right! The transition you are facing right now is going to be challenging for so many reasons (sickness, grieving, sin, ect)….you have a lot of people praying for you – we will continue to pray for you. The thing that has gotten me through some emotional times like this is this – OUR LORD CHOSE YOU for GRACIE and GRACIE for YOU. So, when doubts flood in for any reason – remember that she is yours because He chose YOU to be her mommy – just like He chose you to be Jaimes’ mommy! He knows what Jaimes and Gracie need….and the Lord, in His perfection, knew it was you! ; ) Amazing, hugh?! I don’t know if that helps you at all : ), but it always helps me! : ) Whatever…we love you and we’re praying for you – He knows! ; )
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it will work out. messy is a good word to describe love, sacrifice and real life. you two are great parents. remember, this is God’s plan for Jaimes, too – you know that…and the transition is just that…transition. love ya’ll!
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Praise the Lord!
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Kristin-
I have been reading your blog for a few months now, but I don’t believe I’ve commented before.
I just wanted to let you know that I totally understand your feelings . We are going through a transition period with our new daughter and I can relate so much to what you have expressed in your post. Lots of emotional roller coaster type feelings, you know?
I have to agree with Shawnda’s comments….God chose this child for you and you for this child and whatever happens (be it unexpected emotions or otherwise), nothing can change the reality of God placing this child in your home and He will give you the strength to complete this task (I am speaking this to myself as well!!)
Be encouraged in your new journey and thanks so much for being an encouragement to us in our journey!
Christy
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